a horrible time

OMg.. so the guy that i have liked for three years, has like decided that he likes my friend. This was so sad. Then my firend - lets call her ann- decides that no i dont like him so i wont go to a dance with him. Then another friend- lets call ehr sarah, likes him as well. And i really think that hes going to ask her to the dance, and that they will start going out. tHAt bad thing is that sarah thinks hta im okay wiht that and il be all happy for them.. when in truth im scared and sad