a horrible time

OMg.. so the guy that i have liked for three years, has like decided that he likes my friend. This was so sad. Then my firend - lets call her ann- decides that no i dont like him so i wont go to a dance with him. Then another friend- lets call ehr sarah, likes him as well. And i really think that hes going to ask her to the dance, and that they will start going out. tHAt bad thing is that sarah thinks hta im okay wiht that and il be all happy for them.. when in truth im scared and sad

do you ever feel like nothing goes right in your life? that whatever you do is wrong? and whenever you do someting right, no one notices? Everybody else always gets the credit, or doesnt notice that your there. They are always better at you, no matter what is you are doing. Whether it is sports, school, or just hanging out wit hfriends, you are always wrong, or messing up. People make fun of you and you laugh along with them. But, you find that you can never tell them how much it really hurts you. For if you do, you would be even worse off than when you started, when you were the one that they always laughed at. so pretty much it sucks no matter what for you and nothign ever goes right. your the idiot in the backgrounds and the one that is always out of it and there but not good in what you do